I cannot begin to
fathom the sadness her family must be feeling at this moment, nor would I even presume
to guess at the series of events that lead to such a violent and tragic end,
but it did bring up memories, feelings and questions for me on the subject of
wild animals.
I’ve never
enjoyed the zoo. To me it’s like
paying to visit an immaculate classic auto stored in a junk yard, or a Steinway
Grand in an empty church....they just doesn’t belong there. I guess I can understand the notion that
without zoos and animal sanctuaries the populous would never have the
opportunity to view these creatures first hand in their “natural habitat,”… but
it’s not natural…not really. I also
completely understand and admire the ambition, motivation and passion that
specialists in the field have dedicated their lives too, in study and in
conservation. But still I wonder if the
purpose of a zoo isn’t in fact self defeating.
I think one could argue that a zoologist might very well place a higher
value on the life of an animal than even a human life…but would he agree to sit
out his own days in a cage or “natural habitat?” The very thing we as a society want to eliminate,
animal cruelty, is on display for the price of admission and a bag of peanuts. Like so many things in our lives today, the
contradiction is secretly obvious.
When I was about 14 yrs old my family and neighbors became
entertained by our whispered suspicion of the man who lived across the
street. His house was always dark. Blue tarps lined the windows. An old brown Monte Carlo sat three legged in
the driveway propped up by a jack stand at one corner, waiting for brake parts
that never came. When he arrived home at
night he would habitually wrestle with the task of opening the screen door
without putting down his armloads of grocery bags. Rumor and conjecture was the
neighborhood game, but no one was even close to the truth hidden behind those
blue tarps.
One Saturday morning we were alerted to police activity
across the street. We all stood on our
lawns like spectators at a race, still in our dressing gowns, trying to catch a
glimpse of the quiet man’s face as he was lead out of his home in hand cuffs. Several animal control vehicles lined the
street and multiple agencies were on scene.
Eventually the plywood garage door was dismantled (it had been screwed
shut) and removed. A massive, and I mean
massive, crocodile was removed from a makeshift enclosure, its jaws bound with
yellow polyester rope and its feet duct-taped to its body. It was carried out by policemen and animal
control officers.
I will never forget the crocodile man’s face, his cheeks streaked with tears. He was held by his elbows on either side by
law enforcement, his head was back on his neck with his face in the air. He was screaming in the very same way someone
might receive the devastating news of a lost one and trembled as though he
faced his own execution. He was not in
fear for himself though…..he was worried about his crocodile. He called it “Baby” and cried out for the
neighborhood that he was sorry. “I'm sorry
Baby..I’m sorry!” His personal anguish
was both unsettling and frightening.
I get chills when I think about it but it does underline
just how connected people, animals and our fascination with them can be. The crocodile guy was clearly a danger to
himself and the community. He followed
not even one protocol to support an animal like that, but his passion was all
consuming. I guess that’s the lure with
the creatures of the wild. We identify
our inner strengths with their metaphysical qualities. We align their mystical attributes as
crutches for our own weaknesses and failings. They can and do cast a spell on
us that makes us want to love and connect with them in a way that often leads
to danger and tragedy, both for humans and for the wild animals. A lion is no more a domesticated pet than a
humpback whale. I would rather spend a
little hard earned money, or a great deal of effort to properly and safely
wittness a lion in Africa, a penguin on Ice, or a whale in the ocean than loose
the majesty, respect and sense of wonder by easily walking through a concrete animal
prison in any local city.
We have enslaved
the rest of the animal creation, and have treated our distant cousins in fur
and feathers so badly that beyond doubt, if they were able to formulate a
religion, they would depict the Devil in human form. ~William Ralph Inge, Outspoken
Essays, 1922
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